Reviewing Old Works: Letting Go (written 6 years ago)

life, a rollercoaster of emotions, events, and impressions... there are people, there are goals, there's hardships... good and evil battle it out for your soul almost every second: good thoughts, bad descisions, good dreams, bad people, good oppinions, bad answers, good hate, bad love... and on and on till you're swaying like a rope in tug of war... 



THERE HE IS...


with no hope, no measure of time, no drawn lines, no sanity, no vanity, just complete purity and essance. he's calling you towards him, pleading with you to come enjoy the view from his stand point. so you lay it down... you let it all go... you abandon reason... you ignore the wails you leave behind... 


YOU FREE FALL INTO GOD...



suddenly you're now winning the tug of war, you're living the titanic sunset, better than perfect kiss, finding bunny shapes in the clouds, flying through stary peter pan skies, watching roses bloom. 


YOU START TO SINK


now the skies turn black above, you forget to praise, you don't know what's right what's not, only that you are now about to reach rock bottom, you know the pain is coming, you know you're not where you should be.. you're falling, failling, failing, falling, over, under, backwards, forwards, behind, infront, away, close up, down... 


YOU'VE FOUND THE REASON


something you forgot along time ago... you're not a perfect person... but you'll continue learning... you've found a reason... to change who you used to be... a reason to start over new... and that reason is YOU! 

Life is full of trip ups, snares and glory... there's a place, there's a beauty, your greatest dream, your life GOD and though you may lose sight and then remember your reasons over and over agian... remember... you're not just going to get tripped up once... and when you think you have it all together... you'll fall again... but when the clouds are black, that means it's gonna rain! when you're falling, enjoy the view, when you're lost, take the time to notice details... the key here is getting back up... not wallowing in the pains of disallusion...

"God does not respond to what we do; we respond to what God does. We've finally figured it out. Our lives get in step with God and all others by LETTING HIM SET THE PAGE, not by proudly or anxiously truing to run the parade..." Rom 3:28